spreading like fire

05/01/2010

Up in the air from here.

Ok so I told my mom and my little sister everything today so now all I'm waiting for is for my mom to spread it out to the rest of the world which I'm sure won't be too long since I'm sure she called aunt lisa asap. She said that it was what she expected since i'm not on the same path as my sisters. like i'm not doing anything with my life. and then she says she wants to buy stuff for the baby....i'm not accepting. i won't stoop down to her level to play her stupid mind games but i sure as hell will let my pride take over. i don't need your pity. i am very much capable of taking care of this baby without you.
I just ate a hunny bun...not exactly what i wanted but it was all that was available in my kitchen that i didnt have to cook. i cant wait to get the hell outta this place. im honestly thinking about packing all my boxes in the car and move a little at a time so i dont have to waste so much money on a truck. i'm too tired to finish this tonight....im going to bed.