NOT PREGNANT! AF came last night and I balled! i couldnt believe i was so upset. kevin said that it just wasnt meant to happen yet and that we could go to a doctor to find out whats wrong but i hate doctors. they always want to give you shots and crap like that. im cramping soooo bad. worse than ever before. i just want to lay back down in bed and sleep the day away. but nooooo i have to go pull a double shift. i've been keeping a bbt chart for the past 8 months and i still cant manage to get pregnant. im starting to think that it has something to do with infertility. i think thats the real reason i dont want to go to the doctor....just so i dont have to know that i cant have kids. that will be an all out ice cream day! |