Ugh! I'm wishing now that I had used that other test this morning....got up at 9am to go potty...and a couple hours later, i have to go again. I keep telling myself that it's a just a UTI, or that's what i'm blowing it off as....but I'm ready to be pregnant and to know that I am. I want to feel that joyous feeling of knowing that soon I'll have that baby in my arms. I told myself that I wasn't going to take that other test until Monday....I'm thinking about taking it tomorrow morning. All I want are those two pink lines. Then I'm going straight out to buy a card, find my hubby at work, and SURPRISE!!!! I have it all planned out....now if, God willing, I get those two lines.....even one pink line and one fuzzy one, I'll be fine with that! I just can't help but think that I can't go through what happened with Elizabeth again....it kills me to think about her. I love her so much. I miss her more than anything. I want a healthy baby....but to get that I have to get the baby part first |
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