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Amber18's Diary
by Amber18

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Finally make a post

03/31/2009

Well, I'm finally making a post. Well, first Taty finally started sleeping through the night 5 days ago, and still is. Journey started sleeping through the night at 2 months, Taty is going on 7 months and just finally started. I didn't think I would ever see this day come. I took her to her 6 month check up, she weight 11 lbs and 5 oz. I told the doctor isn't that way under weight, he said, it is a little, but she is healthy. I told him she isn't a big eater at all, she never finishes a whole bottle, and I think she should be drinking 8oz, but he said, some kids just aren't big eaters as long as she isn't losing weight she is doing good. I do wish she would eat better.

Journey is always being my big girl, I've got her all kinds of computer games for learning, she does so well with them. She says, everything now, is talks a mile a minute these days. She is always asking questions, or saying you know what. She is growing up so fast, kind of makes me sad. Everyone says, why are you sad? You have Tatyana and she is little, I tell them she isn't going to stay a baby forever either. I love watching all the new things that they both learn, but it means they are getting bigger.

Austin and I are doing good. We have heard back from 2 jobs, but they are both out of state. One is in Colorado and the other is in Washington. He is flying out to Colorado next week, then Washington the week after that to interview on the jobs. I have mixed feelings about it, I want him to have a job in what he went to school in, but I don't want to have to move either. His family is here, and so is mine. And I'm going to feel bad that my girls aren't there to be a part of that all the time. But, I know right now there are no jobs around here for him to check in on. I sure wish the ecomony would get better.

Austin asked me if Matt had ever gotten back with me. I said, no, but that is Matt for you, just easy for him to walk away. His Mom and dad have been over a couple of times, they haven't said anything about Matt. I think the next time I see them, I will just ask if Matt has said, anything to them about Journey. Anymore I've just gotten to the point that I don't care if he is around her. I use to want him to be around her and be in her life, but right now I'm just sick of him and his crap, so I've gotten where I don't care, I know that isn't right, that is her dad and I can't change that.

Well, I need to get back to work. Well, let everyone know how the interviews go.

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