Well, long story cut to the chase, I'm not with Austin anymore. Way to much to go into and I'm really not the type to put the reasons out her on Bloop. Just things didn't work out. He has been really good with helping me with the girls, I give him a lot of credit for that. He came in for 4 days and he took both girls to his parents house to stay with him. Yes, I've moved back home with my parents, I don't have as much room, but I feel more comfortable back home. His parents said, I could stay there and there wouldn't be any problems. I thanked them, but really wanted to go home.
I have been really depressed over everything, but we both realized that him going to Colorado without me and girls was a big mistake, and it just turned bad. I guess he is still going ahead with the house, he said, he still wanted the house, good for him!
He's been really good about supporting Taty and of course he doesn't have to pay for Journey. But, he so very good about taking Journey when he comes to take Taty, he told me she's still my daughter. I'm so very proud of him for stepping up to plate with Journey, when her own dad didn't.
I moved home quite awhile ago, I just haven't been up to updating and letting anything out about what is going on. I have been asked do you think you will ever get back together, I don't even let my mind go there. I kept thinking that way with Matt and it just stressed me out, so not even going down that road.
I'm still working for his dad and that is good. His parents have been really good with me and the girls. They always ask if there is anything they can do for us, they are very sweet people. My Mom is watching the girls for me everyday. Just makes it a lot easier than having to get them up and ready to go Austin's Mom's house. They have had a couple of sleepovers at their house, and they seemed to have had a good time.
I hate my life hasn't gone they way I thought it would go. I thought I would be moving to Colorado this summer, but I guess you can't plan ahead all the time and not to expect that there might not be some chances. Never saw this coming! I guess they are right "Love is Blind" but I will get through this and come out on top. |
Loading...