Change of plans completely...

We have two years to plan right? Well, we have joked about this a number of times, and never really thought about it seriously, but last night we decided to have a destination wedding. The destination is Jamaica or Hawaii. I will do more research and find out of course. I need to narrow my guest list significantly to about 50 people. That is even large, but its my only option. I thought about bringing a nanny along since it will essentially be our honeymoon as well. I dont know about children at the wedding, but that causes issues because its so far away. Do I have someone extra to provide childcare during the wedding? I mean some of these people have a lot of kids, and I cannot afford to slice my guest list that much to include their kids as well. It will just be a beach ceremony and probably a reception, but I dont know about the reception part yet. I have to do more research obviously.

I never saw myself as someone having a beach wedding...why? Because of the dresses you wear to those. I am not skinny enough for that, I am not "pretty enough" for that. At least I didnt think I was, but I am not caring what other people think now. I am caring about what I think!

Lots to do...googling...people to cut....sigh...bring it on!