Looks like its going to take a While for me to get my head around the site ,
but Ill get there eventually .
I feel a little spaced out tonight like i am not Really here ....
a-lot has happened today[yesterday] should I say ...
firstly me and john have been up since around 6 am this morning [having cuddles in bed ]
before I went and got in the shower to Freshen up [full blown cold]
I was still in a daze Like Function John was trying to talk to me when i was in the shower but all i could hear was the shower Running he must of repeated himself 7 times until i got what he was saying ...
We came down stairs after getting ready [do not why i bothered putting makeup on as just ended up wiping it off ] when we came into the kitchen We realized my over sized cat got hold of a bird in the garden [managed to get it off her and it lasted until around 9pm tonight ] we got to town for around 9am and while john went in for his meeting my Fever was getting the best of me so i decided to go and sit outside for a bit but then it started to rain So i went into the baby store for a bit admiring the baby cribs and [don't have any children as of yet ] secretly wishing We did though lol ... john soon came out and we both was on about joining the army and had a jacket spud to take home with us i tried to get my phone unlocked on the market but it kept shutting down the system ...john stayed for about half hour and then went home leaving me wondering what he is getting me for my 21st Lol... [he can never keep a secret if his life depended on it ] had a good natter with my mum about how solid me and john are and how happy we have been the last year and two months that we have been together and how we hope it is going to last....I logged on to my diary page [on a other site that i have used over the past year ,and there I found this spammed all over my page
icker and bigger is Always better ~
Kill yourself, you ugly fat cunt. [*B-e-l-l-a-t-r-i-x-♥;;*] [p] 7/2/2012 4:39:57 PM
~ thicker and bigger is Always better ~/ Nobody gives a fuck about you. Your boyfriend probably pretends to but it is only a pity party. He will not admit to it, though. After all, who would 'love' a binge-eating/drinking cunt like you? Fuck off and die *insert smiley face here*
PS- I am as perfect as perfect can be [*B-e-l-l-a-t-r-i-x-♥;;*] [p] 7/2/2012 4:44:14 PM
so obviously I went on a Rant page with her over her Spam comment and I will admit I was not nice i had a run in with the "person"[ill be nice] a few days before where She did a q-air on her page witch mostly is done by the site its self So i copied it without realizing i copied her Layout page code as well and She had a huge rant at me and the blocked [originally a online-friend of a few months] without giving me chance to tell her that i did it by mistake .. so i logged onto my partners page and told her that she Was pretty lame being funny over a code [few days pass ie came today & found that ] mental cow....
a few comments I sent back her way After those hateful message I had found ...
No problem lots of love Sent your way [!itty B!tty] 7/2/2012 3:32:32 PM
wow you both need to lay off the crack.. you look so old in that photo & is that your new pointer >? ant he old enough to be your granddad NASTY! [!itty B!tty] 7/2/2012 3:36:38 PM
I must mean a lot to you in order for you to Unblock me How sweet ....x [!itty B!tty] 7/2/2012 3:43:13 PM
LOl I Don't Really give a Flying Shit what you think about me Sweetie I love the Way my body Look and So dose my boyfriend and those I know your Some Jumped up Little Crack whore trying to piss Someone off without Reason Oh poor you Maybe you Should Pay less on your Dope and more on your subscription Sweetie & who Would Wanna Fuck you >? only that Fucking ugly Dog in the Picture Aka YOURSELF ... [B!tch!smyM!ddleN@me] 7/2/2012 4:04:25 PM
nobody likes something that Looks Like its been rotting under the Ground for more than A year in a coffin ...Just Plan Nasty & to top it off Your a Ginger Cunt ..Paha!
[B!tch!smyM!ddleN@me] 7/2/2012 4:07:46 PM
Did i hit a Bone With My last comment ....>??? sorry if the truth hurts ... [B!tch!smyM!ddleN@me] 7/2/2012 4:15:45 PM
yawn is that All you have Got?? that I am FAT bohoo Put Some bone into it girl Come on you know you Want to .. [B!tch!smyM!ddleN@me] 7/2/2012 4:23:37 PM
^ All of that made my day! =]
So know I am up late and needing to get some Files Done and be up for 8am ...Feel like shit ....
good night
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And yeah, I guess it's because this is the first time I've been close to someone with cancer or having someone estimate their death, that I don't know how to feel about it. My grandfather may have passed away last year, but it was one of those shockers so I didn't have time to go through emotions but the mourning process.