The sun is out, mum bought new pots.
I had the best time, Tobi was over this weekend and I felt happy and bright again.
Recently Nev had come back into my life for just a few days at first it was great but like usual I walked away with a bitter taste on my lips.
I should remember that.
I wish I would, I saw my shrink yesterday I didn't have the best time I was quiet cranky I told him what had been happening he asked me how I had been going with my sedatives being lowered.
I felt fine.
Last night I had a glass of champagne and some vodka and soda.
I fell asleep curled up to Tobi under the air con set on 25..
Tobi hates the cold I originally had it set on 18 but he couldn't deal so I changed it for him.
Valentines day is coming up and I asked tobi if he would be my Valentines.
He said yes.
Slowly I think I am getting my stuff together I have to fix my resume so I can apply for a job.
They is a nice restraunt who wants waitress's. |