LOVE SAVE THE EMPTY So I told my boyfriend/ baby daddy of 4 years today that i was leaving him. I tried so hard to make everything work, and i cant try anymore. I love him so much and it hurts. Im sitting here writing this entry as i cry, but we arent happy anymore, and havent been for a while. He denies that he cheated but i know for a fact that he did more than once. Its kind of a bittersweet moment. I get to move on and be happy again, but i gave him my everything, my virginity,a son, 4 years of my life and now im letting go. I know its all for the best that i will find love again, because i deserve to be happy. When i told him he said "I knew this was coming." And I told him that we love eachother but we arent " IN LOVE" with eachother anymore. IM GOING TO GET THROUGH THIS!!!!!! I guess im moving in with my mom again yay me. I just had to come and vent, i do feel better now. |