REMEMBER TO LIVE DAMN WHEN I SIT BACK AND THINK ABOUT BACK IN THE DAY(which isnt that far back im only 19) I REALIZE THAT I HAVE CHANGED SO MUCH AND I HAVE GONE THROUGH SO MANY THINGS THAT I SHOU LDNT HAVE GONE THROUGH AT MY AGE. I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF WHEN I WAS 14 (insane i know). I FELT LIKE CRAP CUZ SOME NASTY 53 YEAR OLD TIRED TO RAPE ME WHEN I WAS 13. WHEN I GOT INTO 9 GRADE I STARTED POPPING PILLS. ANYTHING I CAN GET MY HANDS ON. AHH CRAZY TIMES I WISH THINGS COULD BE LIKE BACK IN KINDERGARDEN. COLORING AND NAP TIME... SIMPLE TIMES BUT LIFE ISNT THAT WAY. ITS NOT SIMPLE OR FAIR IT NEVER HAS BEEN OR WILL BE. AND YOU CAN EITHER LEARN TO DEAL WITH IT AND GROW OR YOU GIVE UP. I DEALT AND GREW!!! IN HIGH SCHOOL EVERYONE WAS WORRIED ABOUT THEIR CLOTHES AND THEIR BOY FRIEND, I COULD HAVE CARED LESS. I HAD MY BOYFRIEND AND THE MOST AMAZING BEST FRIEND (asia) THAT ANYINE COULD EVER ASK FOR. THEN I GOT PREGNANT.MY SON WAS MY SAVING GRACE!! HE MADE ME LEARN TO STOP AND BREATH, TO TAKE PLEASURE IN THE SIMPLE THINGS, THAT LIFE ISNT PERFECT AND ITS NOT MEANT TO BE. IF HE CAN TEACH ME THAT AND HE IS ONLY 11 MONTHS I CAN ONLY IMAGINE WHAT ELSE I WILL LEARN AS I WATCH HIM GROW AND DEVELOP. ITS SO HARD TO BELIEVE SOMETIMES THAT HE WAS IN ME, HE IS HALF OF ME. I MADE HIM (with help of course lol). I THINK ITS FUNNY HOW I CARRIED HIM FOR 10 MONTHS AND HE CAME OUT LOOKING EXACTLY LIKE HIS FATHER ( great person to look like by the way) AND ALL HE HAS FROM ME IS HIS ATTITUDE (not such a great thing to have... lucky me)I LOVE KNOWING THAT ME AND HIS DAD ARE GONNA HAVE TO TEACH HIM LOVE, COMPASSION,RIGHT FROM WRONG. WE HAVE TO MOLD HIM (and let him mold himself) LIFE IS A MIRACLE.......SO REMEMBER TO LIVE!!!!
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They are so full of life. Life LIFE, thats right. ! Otherwise, you'll end unhappy like my parents.
