Wow it's been awhile, yes i know!!! I've just been super busy with school and Nikolai. Trying to find a JOB, but it seem almost IMPOSSIBLE!!! So I had this friend, a boy, we were in class together. And i kinda always liked him. And now he is my boyfriend =) yeah ok I know it seems like its too soon. but technically me and baby daddy haven't been together for 8 months. And his name is Matthew. and he makes me very happy....something I haven't been in awhile. He is crazy about Nikolai which is great, and nikolai loves to play with him. I told baby daddy about Matthew and he started to cry. He is still trying to get me back, he just doesn't understand that there is no going back. He destroyed me, my heart, everything. I actually feel like i have a chance at happyness again with matthew. We have been together for 2 months already and things are good, great, amazing. lets hope it stays that way =) |