10 Seconds in Hell.

09/01/2009

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	Unrestricted. Do you put shampoo in your left or right hand? Grab with the right, squeeze in to left. What form of homework do you have to do today? I don't start school for another week. I won't pack until Friday. There is no homework yet, but that'll change and I'll have nothing left except for homework and emotional breakdowns. Sounds like a fun time, really. Do you type how you speak? For the most part I attempt to. I ramble, sure. I don't enunciate too well though and I don't type in the way that I do. Do you understand football? For the most part I understand it. Balls. Tight uniforms. What else is there to understand? (Yes, I just imagined a fan clutching their chest in pain while trying to curse me with their final breath... Uh oh!) What's the greatest thing that happened to you today? Had a good ramble. Pretty mundane day. Ever stayed up all night on the phone? It has been a very long time since I've spent more than ten minutes on the phone. I used to be able to talk a lot. That was before I got ahold of online messengers. Then a cell phone where I could text. It's effed up my desire to exercise my vocal cords. Does it take a lot to make you cry? I'm fairly good at not crying but I won't go so far as to say it takes 'a lot'. A decent amount. Or certain topics. If you could move somewhere else, would you? If I could? Maybe if I could take me friends with me, then sure. I'm not an independent person-I won't lie. When is the last time you got really frustrated? Really frustrated? Not too long ago. I'm easy to frustrate. Do you ever think "what if" about anything? I tend to spend a lot of time in my head. "What ifs" happen. Are you happy with the way things are going? If I had a few more answers I would be better. I won't start bitching and scratching at the walls until need be though. I don't know if my situation will be lighter. I have another year of school. In the past week have you cried? No. Do you have a reason to smile right now? I have a bit of a stomach issue right now so that's messing up with my urges to smile. I haven't talked to someone in length and honesty for a good amount of time. But I've said 'fuck you' behind their back (silently of course) enough that I'm not going to feel bad about it. Has anyone said they love you in the last week? Yep. None romantically though. Do you usually have weird dreams? I don't consider them weird. Do you like your bed? Efffff. NO. Is there a reason for your MySpace song? I don't have a myspace. I don't want to force people to listen to a song I won't go on my page to listen to in the first place, either. Bit inconsiderate, don't you think? Will this weekend be a good one? The next one? Not really. I have to pack, drive down to school, unload my shit, and hope for the best. Travel on Labor Day weekend sucks. Ever had the smoke alarm go off because of the steam from your shower? Ha, no. Blue, black, or red pens? or another color? Rarely use red or others. Blue and black. Do you live on a busy street, or a side street? Side street. A busy side street. Does the person you like know you like them? I don't really have anyone in mind that I like. I mean, beyond the obvious, and I don't care if she knows or believes that I hate her. Do you curse a lot? When stressed or angry. People can tell how angry I am by how many times I type 'fuck' or any other form of the word in my messages. Would you go in public looking like you do right now? Might want to hold the girls up a bit more, but sure. Jeans and a tshirt. What did you do today? Ate cereal with chocolate milk. Played online. Listened to Voultaire (sp?) - It's So Easy When You're Evil a few times. How old were you when you lost your first tooth? Hell if I remember! Last time you were on the phone? ...I have to actually think about this one. Hm. :/ What's for dinner? Something...mom's in the kitchen and it smells good. Hamburgers I think. Om NOM NOM. Do you HAVE to have name brand stuff? I can't be concerned wth brand name. No point. I felt disgusted paying $70 for ONE pair of Nike shoes. Yeah. Who will you be sleeping with tonight? Greg, Wilson, and Erik. <3 (my stuffed animals of course) Do you like Oreos? Dunked in water. Gets them nice and mushy faster. Muscles or sense of humor? Sense of humor. Can you ice skate? I have incredibly weak ankles if you can believe it. Mostly because of all the tension that goes there when I try to skuttle along on unsteady torture things..skates. Do you have a brother? Only child. I wish I had a brother. What kind of mood are you in? Achy. Last time you cleaned? cough Yeah. I helped clean over at Amy's a few days ago if that counts. Do you do your own laundry? After fighting tooth and nail, sure. I don't like going down in the basement. Unfortunately the washer and dryer are down there. Baths or showers? Showers. Do you take out the trash? Sure. Are you getting engaged any time soon? I just got out of a relationship a month ago that was pretty serious. I'm not jumping on the 'young and betrothed' train. But mom pointed out yesterday that she was married by my age and whatnot... so thanks for rubbing that in. You're also 60. Do you watch "The Hills"? Fuck no. Last thing someone bought for you? Food? Do you still talk to the last person you kissed? No, he's off and engaged and apparently cleaning up his act, which I'm genuinely glad for. Are you waiting for something? Hahahaha. Is there someone you will never forget? Yes. When's the last time you said you were fine but really weren't? Too many times to count. >> Have you ever been called "heartless"? No, but I've gotten called close to it. Looking back, did you ever think you'd be where you're at in life now? I never really thought about the finite details of being a 22 year old college student those many MANY years ago. Can you tell the sarcasm? Do you like cuddling? I love it. What are you doing right now? Okay, I haven't complained about any questions...but this one. This one irks me on every survey I see it. Isn't it obvious what I'm doing right now? I'm FILLING OUT A SURVEY. DUH. How dense... nevermind. No outbursts for Jackie. What does the second text say in your inbox and from who? I don't know if it's one from Liz saying how much she loves me (right before getting on the plane to UZB) or Carol with a crude joke. (aka 'the phone is over there and I am over here and will not check') What was the first thing you did when you woke up? Look at my window. Who's first on your top? .....................................what? How often do you get a new comment on Myspace? Oh. Don't have one. Are you in a good mood? Not now. Fuck. How many pictures do you have saved on your computer? I cleaned it out recently. Do you like your cell phone? I like it enough. Scratched it up a lot though. Do you like to wear sweatpants? Sure. Have you ever stolen a sign from a street? Ha. When was the last time you were disappointed? PLENTY of fucking times. Need I recount? No. Do you have piercings? Ears. Do you miss your past? Not really. Did you speak to your father today? I've never spoken to my father. When was the last time you hugged someone? This morning. What did you do last night? SLEEP. Are you talkative? Eh...ish. Who is first under "D" in your contacts in your cell phone? One of many "Dan"s. Do you tend to fall for people easily? I fall hard. Who was the last person you talked to in person? Mom. How many people do you fully trust? I don't know. Five or under.