3:41pm

05/11/2009

Dear Father in Heaven,

Please give me the strength and the knowledge to deal with the people and the situations that I have to deal with. Some times, I don't know if I'm strong enough to handle it. I know that the Word says that you won't ever give me something harder than I can deal with. But I wonder if you are over-estimating my abilities. I'm sure you aren't. Because you don't make mistakes.

It seems like the main situation is so out of control. I'm not sure what to do anymore. Every time I think that I have it figured out, it just gets messed up again. How can I convince her that I don't want to be here anymore? I don't want to do any of the things that she wants me to do. I wish that she would just stop talking to me.

I thank you so much for every breath that you've given me. I thank you for every moment you've given me with the people I love. I thank you for your Word. For your Son. For your grace and mercy.

You are a wonderful and amazing God. Nothing is beyond you. Nothing is impossible with you by my side.

Lead me and guide me to where you want me to be.

I love you Lord and praise your wonderful name.

In Jesus name,

Amen