We sat and talked and talked and talked last night... the longest conversation we've ever had! Usually we try to keep conversations pretty light, but it's gotten to the point now where serious things need to be discussed from time to time. We talked about our pasts, and what's going on in our lives right now, and our feelings.... and as much as I was fighting it, I have now let down that wall I had around my heart... It is not his fault I have trust issues, he has been nothing but honest with me and I can't push him away because of things other people have done to me... And basically right now we're both stuck in situations where we can't physically be together, but we're going to start working towards it... I don't care what it takes, or how long it takes, he has now become part of the plan for what I want out of life, and I'll do whatever it takes to make it happen. I've known him for 6 months now, and it seems like a lifetime. My life would be boring without him... he's one of those people who is just soooo funny that he can make me laugh until I can't breathe, which is a pretty good way to win me over... lol Counting down the hours till he gets home from work so I can talk to him is kinda torture today.... lol
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