I really regret writing that email. It was very mean and I don't like hurting feelings. This feels like a break up that I am not ready to commit to. But it's too late now. I hope my dad never checks his email or sees it, because I would hate to make him cry. I guess it's only fair though, because he makes me cry all the time. Things would never change if he didn't know how angry he made me. I'm still hoping for no contact at this point, I am not ready for consequences of my actions. New subject.
On Monday evening, Daniel took me on a date with Andy and Becca. We ate at Good Times (yummmm!) and saw Breaking Dawn 2. Oh. My. God. So good. I won't give details but I felt that the first breaking dawn was slightly corny and this one strayed away from that. And Kristen Stewart still can't act. When we got home that night, my stomach started hurting like a bitch! I wanted to barf/poop/fart/burp all at the same time. Horrible feeling. I whined and cried about it for five minutes then passed the fuck out. Yep, I'm like narcoleptic or some shit.
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving. With my in-laws. I haven't seen them since the birthday party incident in September. I dislike his mom so I stay away. I like his dad but his dad says shit to irritate me as a joke when I am not pregnant, imagine the hormones surging through my veins. I have been instructed not to bring anything, which is painful because she doesn't make green bean casserole and I love that shit. I want to bring some, but don't want to step on any toes. His mom gets pissed over little shit and I really don't want problems. Or maybe I'll just come down with the crud just in time tomorrow to not go to Thanksgiving.
Guess who is coming for Christmas.... Afton. Fuckkkkkkk. I will NOT be showing up to Christmas at his parents house. I don't wanna and you can't make me. I can't stand that bitch. I think the feeling is mutual.
Oh! I found elective ultrasounds by me! It's $100, and they could tell me the week before Christmas. How perfect is that!!! But, Daniel won't shell out the money so I am going to ask my mom for it as a Christmas present. I can't wait to find out the sex of this baby.
That's all for now. I have round ligament pain like a bitch right now so I'm gonna go vegetate.
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