See that? Yep, that's my kid. Woke up at 2 AM screaming. I got up, changed him, gave him a sippy, he stopped. Then started back up. For. Hours. Went back to sleep at 5AM, and woke up at 9:30. Screaming. Now he is back and forth from terrorizing something he shouldn't, and screaming again. I swear, I don't beat my kids. (But I want to!)
Okay, yesterdays entry. I had a lot of feedback. None at all negative! I was surprised! I wrote the entry for the people that I mainly read and read me, I didn't expect a LOT of people to read it. I felt bad because a few people that I had called out actually saw it and was like, uhh... But they were cool about it. I wish my notes were public on the entry cause a lot of them are really funny! So, anyone that is reading now offended about yesterdays entry, my sincerest apologies, it was only for fun.
So, as you can tell, I feel like shit. Like, actual, steaming, smelly shit. I wanna barf. We have had Hamburger Helper every damn night this week because we are SO BROKE, and if I see another roll of beef or yellow box I am going to scream. We had the taco one last night, and I ate two bites of it and was done. I started feeling like crap, and forgot to clean up the leftovers. So you even know what kind of torture it is to smell left out Hamburger Helper to someone with morning sickness?! Ugh, all I smell is cayenne pepper and I don't like it. I don't do pregnant gracefully.
I have so much shit to do today. I am trying to do a strict grocery budget list. I have 530.00 a month for food. I find I spend half in one trip. I am going to start to meal plan, make shapping lists, and find coupons for weekly shopping visits. Try and make it all last. I know 500.00 is a lot, but groceries are also expensive. So I have to meal plan till Wednesday (we leave for PA Thursday), do my homework that was due yesterday (The instructor never marks me for being late, so I'm not worried), find a shuttle for Thursday, and clean things. I don't wanna clean things. Really, I am stomping my feet and crossing my arms and pouting at the THOUGHT of doing any physical labor.
Who wants to help?
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Dear GoAway222-
Thank you for leaving a note where I couldn't respond to you. The fact that I had to pawn a few electronics to get by this month does not mean I can't pay the rent and shouldn't be pregnant. If you maybe did any sort of research in this diary, you would see that my boyfriend just came home from North Dakota, making a good amount of money. His job ended, and he came home to Colorado. He had a few weeks between jobs, and just started another job again making 16.00/hour. I am also currently getting my college degree to make sure that I am able to support myself. I'm sorry that you have never had a few week lapse in jobs and don't understand that they normally hold back a weeks pay, and that sometimes you are just barely short of making all the bills. Lets not only consider that, but the fact we will be gone for my mothers wedding this month and will be short pay on that also.
I honestly didn't think that anything I was doing was selfish. We can support ourselves. I don't collect child support for these kids, we do it 100% on our own. I also took the situation upon myself to trade in some items that we had already owned to get by. We should also have them back wothin 2 weeks or so. I didn't ask anyone for money. I didn't rob a bank. I didn't steal. I pawned some shit. Please, tell me how that makes me irresponsible and selfish? And let me in on how you know my financial situation, because last I knew, I didn't really bitch about my finances here.
I am going to go ahead and send you a friend request to let you know that I actually responded in a tactful manner on what you had to say to me. But please, don't add me. I would actually appreciate if you would remove yourself from my page now. Thanks, and have a great day! |
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