So, once or twice a year things just get too difficult. Life throws things at me that I have no way of catching...and when I don't catch them, as life knew I wouldn't ...they break.
So I delete my myspace account. And I screen my calls. And I clean. And I watch TV. And I soak in the calm of life for a while.
My ex boyfriend lives with my cousin. This particular ex dumped me...in a halloween card on halloween.
After getting dumped IN A HALLOWEEN CARD I proceeded to go out that night and get drunk and laid. A friend posted a comment about how "at least I got laid" on my myspace a few days later, and my ex read it. He then proceeded to scream at me, saying I never loved him. If I loved him, I wouldn't have done that.
He apparently fails to see that he dumped me IN A FRIGGIN HALLOWEEN CARD. Nothing says love like a cute pumpkin card spelling out all the reasons why you're no longer with the person you love.
Oh, and I got dumped because I get hit on too often. Apparently Christophe doesn't want anyone else to want me. Well, tough freakin luck. I don't see why I have to be punished for not being hideous, dumb, or dull.
Oh well. He was a non-smoker, anyhow. That would have become a problem eventually, I'm sure.
But anyway...my point. I don't want to date right now. I don't even want to have sex.
I just want some time to breathe. Besides, I've gained 25 pounds in the past 6 months that I've been meaning to work on. This will, hopefully, give me some time to do that.
I just want to be happy with myself, again. I don't have the energy to impress anyone right now, or deal with anyone who's trying to impress me.
I just want to be drama free...for just a little while.
Is that possible? |
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