so i talked to Jamie about what Jason had said.
i asked him if he had said those exact words (she is too slutty for me) and Jamie was like.. no. he said promiscuous. and i think its just because he is a nice guy and he doesnt want to be screwed over and he is probably a little insecure about things.
it was actually a really good conversation and im glad jamie was very honest with me because i definitely needed to know. he said he was just afraid to tell me because he didnt want me to throw a hissy fit or start bashing jason or whatever. but it probably made me like jason more, to know that he really is such a sweet guy and he is completely worth my time.
i texted jason yesterday and said "hey are we ever going to hang out again? because you sort of left me hanging " and he responded with "yeah once i get my place fixed up you should come see it"
UGHHHHHHH i just want him to think im respectable. i really really like him
so that same night, i went to kevin g's and smoked and i met this really nice guy that was pretty attractive, but for some reason he just wasnt my type. idk. too clean cut i think. he gave me a piggy back ride home hahah and he chilled in my room for a bit, but we didnt do anything. he called me yesterday to hang out but i was so beat i just told him i was going to bed haha
so we wake up yesterday and go to the beach around 930. i brought a shit ton of beer and alcohol. t was so nice, but i actually didnt end up getting drunk, just because...idk i wasnt in the mood.
apparently yeseterday was Fuck With Lauren Day
i got thrown in the ocean 5 or 6 times. and it was fucking freezing. Cam pulled my bathing suit bottoms down in front of...a bunch of children hahahah. I was buried while i was sleeping. that was cool. everytime i got up, cam or sean grabbed my legs so i would eat shit in the sand.
they poured water in my ear while i was trying to lay out hah
then we came back and i was soooooo tired i just fell asleep and i ended up getting up around 1030 and showering and getting ready to go out and stuff.
so... im with Courtney, her bf Devin, Cam, Sean, and my roommate Tessa. Courtney and I have backpacks on with a lot of shit in it, and Devin, being the dumbass is carrying a waterbottle filled with jack.
out in the open.
he is turning 21 in a month.
anyway so we were walking outside of my building and there was a cop sitting wayyyy far down the road and i said something to make fun of Cam probably and he goes "really? thats cool. ill tell the cops you have beer in your bag"
as soon as he said that, i turned and saw 2 cops sitting on their motorcycles in the dark, right around the corner. watching us.
and im like "uh.. thats really great cam. because there are some sitting right there." and we were like. fuck. so we just kept walking
5 minutes later they come, circle us, ask Devin fo his ID and they put him in handcuffs and arrest him. apparently they saw his bottle but obviously werent sure what was in it. but they werent going to bother with it until they heard me say "well the cops are sitting right there. good job"
i feel like a fucking dumbass. bail was only $40 but i feel like i should be paying him back for that. it was completely my fault.
ughhh so after that, tessa went back to the room because she waas sketched out
and cam, courtney and sean went to go pick up Devin at the police station
so i went to meet up with lauren athena and kate at pmd. derek was there he said i looked beautiful even though my legs were red like a lobster hehe
i chilled there for a while and got to see jon who i havent hung out with in forever and he is one ofmy really really good friends that i smoke blunts with every day
then we left and were going to head to theta, but courtney called and said they were hanging out on the zeta porch just drinking some beers and smoking butts
so i decided that i would rather hang outside with friends than go into a sweaty hot frat and hang out with drunk people i dont know haha
it was sooo nice out. i was so happy i didnt even need a sweatshirt
i ended up just walking home around 3 but it was still a good night. |