i honestly think that im just so stressed out that im getting overly emotional.
college was a bad idea for me i think. maybe i wasnt ready??
ughh im surprised im not on academic probation. im more likely than not, going to fail 2 classes.
and i dont even seem to care.
i feel like im a waste of my parents' money.
im just really really sad today.
and about everything. not just one thing. it is all building up.
i am trying to get excited about tonight. derek wants to hang out and drink with a few of his friends. which will be fun. ive only smoked with him. ive never seen him drunk.
my dad gets back from puerto rico tomorrow! and my mom gets back from switzerland tomorrow! maybe ill call my dad and talk to him and be honest with him. i think if i just let him know how stressed out i am.. he might not be so mad.
godddd my life sucks right now.
no it doesnt. im being dramatic.
my life is awesome.
im going outside to smoke butts and hopefully nobody will bother me.
unless its my roommate. i want her to stop watching movies and talk to me!! |
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Did you go from high school to a four year college? That can be a tough thing. The best way to prepare yourself and it is proven that going to a Junior college then transfering is easier. You do better then people who jump straight into a four year. What other things have you been stressing about? Maybe talk to someone to vent. It works for me.
HOpefully they will just understand. 