i am so sick of writing about jason. honestly, i havent thought about him for at least a week...but i saw him today in hoco and it made me sick to my stomach
i fucking hate him.
im past the point of being sad..now im angry, which i guess is better than being depressed.
its the last week of school
the other night we all went over to kevin g's to party
athena and i got drunk and fucking...kept running over to theta to see cam and sean
lauren and tessa got mad because they were like STOP LEAVING US
fuck that. i have people to see.
then we smoked some niiceee maui wowi  and a few bowls of my sour d
we left around 2 because sean called me and was like "come up to my room when youguys get back. cam is here"
i walked into the room by myself and cam looks at me and goes "youre trashed"
i definitely wasnt that drunk...i was more high. but..i was feeling gooodd
oh i forgot.. at one point athena and i were outside while i was smoking a butt with abunch of peple and jon had texted one of us saying "you cant come to pbg, the cops came, so they are kicking everyone out"
i was like NO HE'S LYING. LETS GO SEE IF He IS TeLLING THE TRUTH
so athena and i literally just.....ran away
and we went over to pbg and brooks was on the porch telling everyone to leave and he was so happy to see us.i think probably becasue he was so drunk...
but he gave us a hugeee hug and then we called jon and i swear he must have felt like the man because athena and i were just hugging him and loving him!
we were like "jon. we miss you so much"
"yeah but you guys went out and met new guys to smoke with. thats cool..."
"nooo jonnnnn we love you. you never call us anymore"
"you never call me!!!"
that was sad. i used to hang out with jon every day  he used to come snuggle with me
lol he was the only guy ive ever been able to sleep in the same bed with, without doing anything sexual.
ugh he is like my brother
i need to go to the gym
and sweat a lot
and stop being so fat
i have definitely gained weight
i started packing up my room!
i have so much shit but i use everything, so its hard to box things up.
ughhh im trying to be happy right now, but seeing jason ruined my day |
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