Melissa is at work right now. she gets off in 30 minutes.
She FINALLY made a doctors appointment. it's at 2:45 today. She's been having a lot of breathing problems here lately. and I've been begging her for 2 years to get her thyroid [sp?] checked. I really think there's a problem with hers. So after 2 years of being on her ass, fighting over it, begging and everything else, she finally has an appointment. i'm happy, maybe we can get all of this taken care of.
After her appointment she has agreed to sit down and talk to me. I want to get everything out. Thank you to all who suggested I talk to her.
As far as walking away. I want to make sure she knows that it has crossed my mind. But in reality I don't think I would ever actually do it. She's my everything. I love her more than anything in this world. And after staying up all night thinking and going over everything, I realize that I just couldn't live without her. Some of you may think I'm stupid or blind for that. But that's just the way it is. We've been through so much. And we are going through some life-changing things right now. I believe we can make it through this. and I truly believe that I'm the one she wants to be with. If not, she would have left a long time ago. I'm not going to quit after 4 years.
but just to get her to see my point and how I'm feeling, I'm not going to tell her that I won't leave. lol
well I have to get a couple of things done before she gets home.
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