im going thru a rough spot in my life. i never thought i would be here. but with so many people in my house and no one willing to help... ive ended up in a hole and i dont see a way out.
me and mel were supposed to finally have a date night tonight. but my money didnt come thru like it was supposed to. so im stuck at home once again. it really upsets me. i do everything for everyone. this weekend im keeping my cousins kids and my friends kids just so they can have their date nights. i got my job back at dairy queen. i pay all the bills. i do everything i need to do. and i feel like i deserve one night out with my wife. but i dont get it.
we have one small window unit in the living room. its 84 degrees in my house. im so hot that i cant sleep at night. theres no food in the house...at all. its after 7pm and the last thing i had to eat was at around 10:30 last night. we have nothing at this point.
there is no opening to this hole. i will be buried forever.