LoVeLy.LeSbIaN.
by br!na

Still praying for my BFP!!

09/30/2010

I know I already took a test...and it was neg. But I can't help feeling like the hormones just haven't built up enough yet. Idk... maybe it's just the part of me that doesn't want to let go. I'm still having symptoms. Actually new ones have shown up. [my boobs hurt so bad!!!] I was bathing our Siberian Husky today and she would just lean up against me...I wanted to scream out...but it would have scared her. :]

Am I crazy?? I mean, the test did say that I'm not pregnant. So, why am I still holding on to the hope? If the test was neg...then I'm not. And I do feel like I'm losing it. lol I need to just wait until next month and try again. Although, I think we are about to lose our donor. That would make it kind of hard.

I ordered a book on Amazon the other day! I can't wait to get it. It's a TTC book made just for Lesbians. Nothing against heteros, but all of the TTC books only cover straight people. Ya know? They don't even mention alternatives. So it's kind of hard to get info from them. This one should be great! And I can't wait to start reading it!!!

Ok...it's cold and I'm tired. I need to jump in the shower and get to bed! gonna be working on the house tomorrow! :]

Have a good night everyone!!

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Thats a awesome and really informative book. ive read it. =)

[hollywood whore; Star

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maybe u should go and get tested at the dr's. some of them have ultra ultra sensitive tests.

[spanna|0 likes] [|reply]

y u gonna loose ur donor? still hoping for ur bfp!

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What kind of tests do you use? I'd suggest First Response Early Response. They're one of the most sensitive tests out there. I got the faintest positive the day after my missed period (CD 29 - I have a 28 day cycle). I didn't get a real noticeable positive until DAYYYYS after that. Then I just bought a Clear Blue Easy digital and used FMU and it was positive, so I stopped POAS after that, lol. It's entirely possible that you are pregnant. And, of course, you gotta hold onto that faith for a BFP. That's what keeps you going . Good luck! Baby dust coming your way!♥ -

[Lauren.

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ALSO, even days after I'd gotten a BFP and had my first OB appointment (mine likes to see you directly after a BFP for confirmation, a lot of others won't see you til 8+ weeks though) he did a quantitative hcg draw and it was only at 93. He thought I was going to miscarry because of how low it was, but 2 days later it went up to 205.. and then it stuck. So some people build up hcg in a slower manner than others.♥ -

[Lauren.

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