LoVeLy.LeSbIaN.
by br!na

you let me fall....

06/14/2010

And now I'm broken..

I'm still hurt. But I'm pissed more than anything.... You will never see this....but I can still speak my piece...

I put up with so much shit for you. For our friendship. So that we could still be close. YOU fucked it up. All of the drama that you are tired of.....it was directed at me, not you. I put up with it...not you. But I did it for us. I was the one stressed out. I was the one that lost a weeks pay. I was the one getting looks like I'm a whore. Getting yelled at for the rumors. Getting told I couldn't function without you. You didn't put up with anything. You weren't stressed out. You didn't even care about what I was dealing with. But then you have the balls to end our friendship?? Because you're tired of the drama? How in the hell does that make any sense? You broke my heart. You hurt me. And now you're so happy. You act like you have never been happier. Well I'm glad our friendship meant so damn much to you. I'm glad you miss hanging out with me. I wish I could be as strong as you. I wish I was a heartless bastard just like you...