I suppose this is where I share my thoughts....
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Earth Science, Being a Mom&&Sarah Elizabeth Mallet | 05/26/2009 |
| | During Earth Science
Earlier i was sitting in Mrs. Scales class...listening to her read is pretty interesting. She seems so oblivious to the world. I think she will die a happy woman. Oh how i envy that. I want to be happy and have faith in the world like she does. Children may or may not have a furture with me. I dont yet know for sure if i want to being them into this world, a part of me thinks it would be selfish. But i want to be a mother so badly. I was made for it.
There are so many things in life that i wish i could do. So many things i want to see. I want to be out standing in life memories. I want to have something to tell people. I want and long to have a "free' experience without having someone else there having to hold my hand. I am held down by so many things. But society is so materialistic. In a way I loathe my friend Sarah for her courage and will. She wants to travel to africa and make a change. I make fun of her for it and constantly give her hell. This is only because she cant know that somewhere inside of me i secretly wish i could do something like that. But its not in MY "plan". I am so cruel to her but i do truely wish her the best. I think she hates me sometimes but i would be lost without her by my side. There is something about sarah that makes me happy and she helps me when i am down. Sarah *Mallethands* is the best friend i think i have ever had and i am sure she doesnt even know it....
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ryc: yeah, i haven't even gotten the study guides or anything for my exams!!