So, I've been away from home now a little over a year. I have not went back to stay with my parents for more than 4 days at a time, and I only did that because it was Christmas time. I have reasons why I choose not go stay with them for prolonged periods of time. But this year, after this summer paying rent and having car trouble, made me miss home. But when I say home I'm not so sure I mean my house? I think I mean my family in general. I miss having birthday parties at my house and tons of people coming and we would cookout. My dad always loved cooking. My friends and family and I would all play hide-n-seek and it was the greatest thing ever! And even getting together with my moms side of the family that is split up between the states was great. We would celebrate the holidays together and it was just fun times. I miss THAT!!
As I grew older, and everyone else, we all seemed to drift apart. Ok, I understand how friends can do that, but family? It's sad! I'm sure it had to do with my parents, because they kinda are the black sheep on both sides of the family.
I love being on my own, if you call college being on your own, but I miss family. I feel like I didn't get to spend enough time with my grandparents, especially, to find out what the deal was with my parents, because NO ONE will tell me these days what went wrong! Ha.
Oh well. I'm really kind of irritated that this female recruiter is on leave. I'm sure she deserves it but why at the time I need her, lol!!!
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