So, the wedding is getting closer and CLOSER
and for some reason I just dont feel ready, not at all
my aunt wants me to come home (to Ohio where the wedding will be) sometime this month, and I really dont want to just b/c well, it's a long drive, i hate doing it alone. I would rather just go to ohio two weeks early instead of one week early.
The issue is that Isaac was awarded a grant for this summer to do research and he already thinks he's taking too much time off (the two weeks we will be gone)
and he dosnt want me driving separately early b/c then I would have to drive back to PA after the wedding, then will probably sleep the whole time to Maine and I know he and i would be upset if I was sleeping the whole time.
I finally emailed the caterer with our final decision on food, it was really good when we tasted it, I just hope everyone likes it!!
we were getting RSVP's pretty steadily, but they have kind of dropped off now, I just hope they all come in by the time we requested they come in by so we have numbers for the caterer and the cake baker (is there like a more official name than cake baker)
I've been reading this book recently called "Love the one you're with" and it's making me want to contact my crazy fake fiance' again.. I donno why... I guess I still need more closure, never got what I needed in order to really get over him I think... but for the record I know I dont love him any more.
I'm still deciding on songs to walk down the isle to...
my front runner is the orchestral music (no words) to the song "through the eyes of love" it's the theme song to the 80's movie "Ice Castles" (if you havnt seen it, you need to get it)
and "The Wood Song" by the Indigo Girls (my favorite group in the ENTIRE world!)
I would like the bridesmaids to walk in to "The Rainbow Connection" sung by Kermit the Frog
NEN can you find that song online and put it in your ipod!!
Recently I have been terribly homesick for my best friend (LN) we dont get to spend much time together b/c well, she lives in TX, and I live in PA, and she works a LOT! For a short while I had a random stint with possible brain tumors (which in another MRI/CT whatever they thought was there is now gone, and my blood work is back to normal) and my plan was to get as many credit cards as possible and LN and I would max them out and travel around the world, so that when I died then the debt would just dissappear...
but alas, I'm not dying... which is good, just now I dont get to travel the world
She has come to Ohio now for my bridal shower back in March, she planned it all with my sister and other bridesmaid, and did such a great job it was SO FUN!
we got her nose pierced, and now we can have matching turtle nose rings for the wedding!!
She is also comming into town for the wedding in June, I'm SO excited she will be here for like 4 days!!!
I just read all these books about friends and all this, and I just wish that we lived closer so we could, do all those things friends do all the time...
I go through random stints like this... I'll get over it
anyway.... I guess that is it... OH, RANDOM QUESTION AND POLL
our wedding photographer recently asked for a list of pictures we wanted to have definitely,
now, other than the typical family pics, can you think of any you had for your wedding that you just LOVED! I need ideas here! |
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