The girl I've been seeing? There's troubles.
She recently started talking with her ex again, and she realises just how much she still loves him, and she wants to be back with him. All the while, I feel like I've fallen for her, but all I want is for her to be happy, so I'm urging her to follow her heart, regardless of me.
We've effectively stopped seeing eachother, but we're still incredibly close friends. It was just over an hour ago that she was laid in my arms, and I didn't want to let her go, unfortunately I had to drive her home, as we both have work in the morning.
Oh yeah, I passed my driving test and I have a job now.
So I am officially back on the market, A.K.A feeling very alone and being unable to meet new people, or at least ones that are interested in me.
Before I started seeing her, I was on a dating site, but I deleted my profile. Now, I kinda wish I didn't, but I can't be bothered to start again. But I need someone to call my own.
I want to wait and see how things go, maybe I can still be with her. Or maybe I'm just an idiot waiting for nothing.
Who knows. |
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