So basically, I couldn't be much more fed up with my life right now.
Uni sucks, I'm not working at my job as much as I'd like because my hours got reduced, and now I'm gaining weight.
I know I may seem like everybody else, but this is what gets to me right now.
I'm alone.
I recently got the most COMFORTABLE double bed in the world. And instead of thinking "YAY SPRAWL", I think "oh, more space to be alone in". And that couldn't be closer to the truth. I've been single for over a year and a half now, and I'm sick of it. Just when I thought it could change, and I had a potential date on the cards, I got the infamous "can I get back to you?", which basically means "loljk I don't want to go out with you". To add to that, I'm useless at the whole dating thing. But I don't know how else to go about meeting new girls, because when I do what normal people would do and go to a club, suddenly I'm the most shy person in the world.
Genuinely, the only things getting me through this are music and my friends. Without either of these, I have no clue what I'd do. |
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