So this evening I went to a local bar with a really close friend of mine. We talked about everything, and shared some of our darkest secrets. We've been talking a lot recently, and she recently told me she's often thought about what it would be my girlfriend. The problem is, she's in a relationship for one of my closest friends, who I've known for 10 years.
She's told me she'd never act upon her ponderings, so there's no worry of hurting him. But while talking to her this evening, and while texting her tonight, I'm beginning to realise that I really like her. Like, a lot. But I could never do anything. She's made it terribly obvious that she finds me attractive, and she's told me how much she loves the kind of person I am.
This is hard.
Riffs
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