There's always a start somewhere...
by - Rjea.

Capable

04/09/2019

♫Capable by KO♫

I had some weird ass dreams last night. I was dreaming of my ex P and his new girlfriend (I think she is?) He tried taking my dog Dexter so that didn't go over well.

I was asking him and her all these questions, if she had guy friends, she said yes. So I would look at him and ask him why she was allowed to have guy friends and I wasn't. His reply was fidelity. not sure why since I was never unfaithful to him since I wasn't ever allowed to have guy friends. It was a toxic relationship. I don't think I'm hung on anything from that relationship or if I'm just having a dream based off the book that I was reading yesterday. All I know is it really sucked waking up from that dream. I had my cousin there with me for back up which was nice.

I was also trying to drive this futuristic car and had absolutely no idea how to drive, it was raining and we were chasing someone. I need to stop dreaming so weirdly.!

I feel overwhelmed and yet underwhelmed at the same time. I'm just over everything. I'm going to go try out acupuncture, take a girlfriend of mine for a walk with Dexter and go home to bed. I think it's better for the world right now if I didn't participate.