Know your worth | 10/26/2020 |
♫Know your worth by Khalid♫
To my best friend;
I don't know what your going through right now, with us being so far apart and our schedules being so different, but I need you to know how amazing you are.
You madam are a loving, caring individual.
You give so much and yet you receive so little back in return. You are an amazing woman, friend, mother daughter, wife and sister.
You are worth more then what W gives you. You are more then his hurtful words, his lack luster affections.
My one big wish for you T, is that he gives you the love that you crave from him, the love that you deserve from him.
You've given him 18 years of your life, 2 kids and your health. You've moved provinces away from all your friends and family to pursue a dream that he had.
You are more woman that I will ever be. I couldn't put up with what you have and what you continue to do.
Ever since you moved away to pursue his dream of being a rancher, while he worked away in the oil and gas field, I have slowly watched you fade from the person that you were when I first met you.
Your sparkle is dimming beautiful and I'm worried for you.
We don't talk often but when we do, we tell each other everything, and it worries me that 3 texts in, your telling me how your depressed, so much more then you've ever been.
I wish I was closer to you so you could come stay with me, so that when you are down, we could do some silly shit and pick you back up.
We could drink some pumpkin spice latte's and watch Disney movies while eating pancakes in bed. Covid be damned.
You deserve someone to tell you how beautiful you are, instead of picking out your every flaw.
You deserve someone to support you, instead of telling you, you are going to fail
You deserve the love, happiness and home with the family you've always wanted.
You deserve to be wanted and needed. To feel like you are loved, wanted and needed.
You deserve so much, but settle for so little.
You could do it T. I know you love him and I know you can't see a way out and that you don't think you could do things on your own, but you can.
You are amazing. You are loving and caring. You are beautiful, talented and creative. You are educated and can make a good life for you and the kids if that's what you so chose to do. I don't think he would fight you and I would stand beside you.
You are loved.
You are the woman that you wanted to grow up to be, she's just hiding under the surface screaming to get out.
I love you, you are my sister from another mister. Take back the woman you are.
- R. |
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