*SarahBear* Wow. I basically forgot this journal existed. I remember back when I had my old bloop, it was like my life. I made so many amazing friends on it, friends I still talk to these days. I miss that. I miss the connection of having lots of friends who read my entries and I read theirs. And comment of course. *sigh*
Anyways, enough reminiscing.
Life has been all kinds of shitty lately. I'm trying to look on the positive side, and I'm trying to keep the hope that things will get better, but lately it's been so hard. If you look at my life from an outsider's perspective, it looks great. I live in Portland with my fiancee and our three kitties. I love him more then anything and we are so happy together. He's truly the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. But we're having problems in other ways, mainly money. I'm sick. I can't work "normal" jobs. I had a work at home job that was perfect for me, but now it's over. I'm looking for more work at home jobs, or even a desk job, but haven't had much luck. Dan has been applying for jobs like crazy, but for some reason he's not getting one. We are behind in bills, and if it wasn't for Dan's parents, we would SO be on the streets. *sigh* It's so stressful.
On another note, I'm going back to school. I had to stop going because I was so sick, and my grades were suffering horribly. But now I'm going back to Kaplan University, and I'm going online, which I think will make a huge difference for me, because this way, even if I am sick in bed I can still "attend" class and do my work and such. I think it will be perfect. And yes, I'm still going for Psychology. I really want to be able to help people, and make a difference in people's lives. That's my dream.
Ok, I feel like I've rambled enough for now, so I'm gonna end this here.
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