Oh Life.

So, to start with the good, my weight loss is going pretty well. I am now down 12.8 pounds AND a jean size! That is pretty exciting in my opinion. When I noticed I could fit in those jeans it was such a huge mood booster for me. I'm having a hard time getting to the gym right now because my best friend and I have conflicting schedules, but I'm doing what I can to keep up stuff here at home. And I'm still watching my calories, which definitely helps a lot.

I'm currently sick which is obviously not fun for anyone, but when you double it with the Fibro, I honestly feel like I am dying. But obviously, I'm not. Though honestly, sometimes I wouldn't mind if I did. Not that I'd ever take that upon myself, but you know what I mean.

All of my appointments for various specialists are starting to line up. I can't get into the new rhematologist until February which really sucks, but I have appointments for both the neurologist and the osteopathic doctor in November. That's still a ways away, but unfortunately that's just how it works around here.

I've been sorta down lately, and I'm not sure why persay. It's kinda like I just feel that way, but can't always place the reason. Sometimes it is definitely situational, and other times it just seems random. I think my lack of sleep and fatigue definitely contributes to it too though, because it seems like whenever I am more tired, it gets worse. My anxiety has been through the roof lately, but I'm trying to work on it. I can't wait til they get my medications sorted out, hopefully that will help too.

We're going to Massachusetts tomorrow. I'm honestly quite dreading it. Every time I think about it I get a sick feeling in my stomach. It's a really stressful situation, and I don't want to get into all the details, but please just wish me luck.

I guess that's it for now...hope everyone is doing well! <3