I am frustrated with my life.
I always get so excited about everything: experiments, relationships, etc. But then they are hard and they always go slower than my daydreamy brain can understand. And then I just get overwhelmed with disappointment.
It is so frustrating and exhausting to me to be so happy and excited one minute and then be cast in the shadow of disappointment the next.
I don't know what to do about it. I feel like I can't help the excitement. It is part of who I am... but then how to do I deal with the disappointment when nothing works like I dreamed it could?
I'm tired of being so frustrated and annoyed with my life all the time. |