So . This is not a happy entry just a sad random note.
I saw my best friend from high school on myspace today and for the life of me fought to remember her cell phone number. When I finally did indeed she had not changed it and we talked for a while before she told me that her mom had passed away. My heart sank. She is like my second mom, I loved her, I went on trips with them, she took us to all the studios dance competitions. I basically lived over there for a while. She was everything. I am glad that she doesn't have to fight it no more though. She has had cancer three times now and it just keeps coming back. The last time they told us that she wouldn't go into remission there was no more getting rid of it, so it was inevitable she was going just a matter of time.
And I think she got more time then anyone expected. Leah got to get married and graduate high school while she was still alive and I think that meant more then anything else in the world to her. Her dad and little brother are still having a rough time too. I sort of wish I had been around so I had known. She said she didn't have my new number anymore and had tried texting the last phone I had but obviously never got ahold of me. So.... I know it will set in and I will cry but as of yet I don't think it really has gotten to me. Since it was a few months back and I wasn't there its still kinda surreal you know. Bleh. Anyways just rambling so I am getting off of here again to go be depressed and annoy someone else.
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i hate hearing that *hugz*
