Food poisoning.
Or complete exhaustion.
Something is making me ill.
This week has been murder. Thirty three hours at work, twenty three at school, and no time at home to sleep. And, next week will be the same. As will the week after that, and every week until summer. Then it'll just be more work and less school.
And, I know I shouldn't complain that much, because there are a lot more people who work a lot longer than me, but I'm so tired. I'm not used to having so little sleep and so busy of days.
Oh well, things will be slowing down soon enough.
So, J and I were talking the other day before I left for work. Which, isn't odd, we always lay in bed and talk for a little, but this time was so sad. We're moving back in with our parents, and will no longer be living together until.. well... I don't really know.
But, he was crying. Like... really crying about it. And, I've never seen him cry. He's teared up, but never full-out cried. And, it was just about little things. Like no longer sleeping next to each, wasking up to "I love you," and kisses. Even stuff like me yelling at him for being to loud on his game when I'm trying to sleep.
I don't know. It's been kind of a somber mood around the house, and I'm really getting upset. Everyday is harder, and I know we won't be apart for long, but it's hard when we've been together every night for almost a year.
But, everything will be okay. And, since we don't have bills to pay anymore, save for my car insurance, we'll be able to save up a lot of money. He even said he's going to save up for something special, something circular and shiny. Hmmm... :]
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