im so scared.. i think im pregnant. i havent come on my period in 2 months. im so scared. i have put it off for so long but now i really cant.
maybe its just stress i dont know, i really hope im not, yeah im always going on to my friends at how i wanna be a mummy and everything but not yet no way, im so scared, i dont wanna tell chris becasue i dont know if its his  i feel so bad its horrible, it was a drunken mistake, went out with sean and some mates one night next thing i knew i woke up in his bed. i have no idea what happened but he told me that we had sex, with out a condom. i shit my self. i know its my own stupid fault but i dont know. i cant tell chris i mean its a 50 50 chance it could be his if i am pregnant, they are the only two people i have slept with i know that for sure.
i have no idea im so scared.. i told my mum and she was ok with it, a little upset but shes fine.. shes taking me to get a test done so but i feel so sick, i cant help it, sick with nerves and anxiety. i know sean would be happy about it because he wants a baby, he really wants one, and i think he knows, i think he has known for a while. i will find out whose it is.
speak soon
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