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Well I can gladly say I have had a fantastic past couple of months! My boyfriend, Josh and I moved into a new apartment in Williamston. Talk about a cute little town by the way! I feel like this huge weight of my shoulders have been lifted. After living in places we have hated for almost a year now we are finally free!
We both changed our careers, well more like jobs I guess you could say. I think that is also going very smoothly. Between the two of us we make so much more money than we ever did at Wal-Mart. Josh seems to really like his job and the people he works with. I'm still a little iffy about my job still. I've had to call it quits on one child I work for, unfortunately it's not even the child's fault. I guess I should rewind a little bit, I took a job taking care of handicapped kids in their homes. Its a real challenge sometimes. I find the children themselves are not difficult at all. I called it quits because the mother of the child stays out until the early am when I'm scheduled to leave their home by eight pm. If she has to work that's not a problem but she would never let me know when I could leave and it has been putting a real strain on my life because it's taking its effect on my sleeping schedule. Besides parents taking advantage of their staff members the job is amazing. I get paid to play with kids all day everyday. It really warms my heart knowing that I'm making their lives a little brighter!
One thing that hasn't been going so well is my stomach troubles. I feel nauseous almost all the time. And no I am not pregnant. I've had this for almost a year now, and it seems to be getting progressively worse as time passes. I have no health insurance so I am unable to go to a doctor, but I think the time has come where I have had enough and I'm willing to pay out of pocket to go see a specialist. Which brings me to my next semi good news, I might be getting accepted into a program at MSU to help deal with some anxiety and stress that I have been having about my mom and my family life and what have you. I'm hoping some of my stomach issues are linked to the stress I have been feeling since my mom has left. I can't say I blame solely all my problems on my mom leaving but life has seemed to get progressively harder with age! (Speaking of this girl is 21 now!)
And Lastly I'm going to take a minute to apologize to one of my former best friends. I am truly sorry for the hurtful things I said to you. I just want you to know its not that we don't think of you or want to hang out. I have a hard time doing much of anything because I work 6 days a week on off the wall hours. I barely see my boyfriend and I did get jealous because I don't see him much. I come home and he is sleeping. He leaves for work, I'm sleeping, I leave for work, he comes home. But besides all of that useless information I am trying to say sorry, I am not asking you to be my best bud again but I don't like knowing that you hate my guts. I was never friends with you just to "spy" on you. I said that to make you mad, and now that we aren't talking I can see I took that too far and I am sorry. And by the way Lady Gaga is coming to Detroit in Feb(:
Well that's the update on my life for now. I know its not like anyone actually reads my page but its nice to pretend
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