Well today was not Samantha at her finest. I received a phone call from my mother. Most people would think that this would be good and exciting. The phone call just broke my heart. I miss my mom more than anything. Especially at this point of time.
A few things I didn't share was that I'm loosing my apartment because my cousin got pregnant and moved out to start her family. I completely support her, however she put me in a tough spot. I am trying to have someone take over my lease. Well big surprised the couple we had picked out got denied. Isn't that a big bag of fuck?! Bedside myself crying like a blubbering idiot because of the phone call from my mom, I had to repeat tht crying session not once but two more times. I also failed my math test with less than a month away from school summer vacation. I DONT HAVE TIME FOR THIS!
So here I am stomach in knots , and mascara streaks down my face making my final attempt on my math class. The only thing I've said today was shit.
Well at least it fits with my life right now.
SHIT! |