Being a single mom is so freaking hard. Its even harder because the only person I can turn to is my mom and I hate asking her to watch Austin unless I'm working because she gets upset. I don't want to take him out in this weather. Its cold and windy, but we live paycheck to paycheck like most people anymore and I have to get my check. I have to pay my bills to keep everything going. Even if he had school today I can't get my check until after 2pm and he gets out of preschool at 2pm. So I'd still have to take him. I feel like am imposing on people to ask for help, that's how they make me feel. Yet I've dropped everything for certain people at times, driving places I didn't know, and spending money I didn't have to help people. All I need is like 2 hours worth of help and there isn't a person in sight that will do it. Fuck em.
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