So life, let's talk about it. mostly mine since I'm typing this. How to get over being shy when i'm around ppl. I don't do so bad on the computer or when i'm texting but i'm horrible on the phone and in person. ugh i need to just bite the bullet and ignore that part of me thats shy. but in person I just forget what i'm going to say and end up just being really quiet. not that good kinda quiet its that awkward don't know what to say quiet. And then the guy or girl i'm with thinks i'm not into them. i did manage to make a friend at school, her name's megan. but thats cause i made myself do it. i told myself i had to suck it up and just deal with it. so i managed to get past the shyness and move onto sometime more interesting. help ugh...how the hell do i talk to these ppl in person. so there's this guy that i want to hook up with, you know nothing serious but seeing him in person is gonna bug me out. i havent talked to him on the phone because i'd just be really quiet and he'd think i wasnt in to him. its happened to me before. I seem all smooth and confident and on the inside i seem that way but then at the last minute my stomach is in knots and i'm lost. someone save me from myself lol. i know i can do this, and i know we can have a great time if i can just move past the shyness. he's cute, he's the kind of guy that i like, and he's real. he's fun to talk to and i'm sure i could blow his mind which is my goal. nothing serious just some fun. oh someone just shoot me lol. ANGELA i'm having issues. |
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