Thanks everyone for the comments, I was having a really hard day yesterday. Today I'm feeling better. We've decided just to go to the game as spectators. He'll be in uniform in case he does want to play but I'm not going to push it. We'll cheer on his little friends and everything, but I'm not going to get upset if he doesn't want to play. I didn't really think about how uncomfortable he may be with so many people around, trying to fit in, when playing with grass is so much more fun than trying to be part of a team you don't even want to be on. He's a happy kid, I really don't need to keep pushing him, it'll just make things worse.
Right now he's playing away on his smart cycle peddling to catch the letters to spell the words on the screen. He gets so excited he's yelling and screaming when he gets the letter. I'm just letting him be, he likes his space lol.
I'm a bit behind in school work but tonight and tomorrow I'll work on getting caught back up. I'm such a boring person lol. I'm watching season one of How it's made on Netflix. I love documentaries. I need to watch two films for art history, anyone who has ever watched Pollock, maybe you could explain it to me. I've been trying to watch it and I'm just confused. Maybe it'll make sense at the end. Hope everyone has a good Sunday.