Ok so screw playing it cool. I'm trying to act like tomorrow isn't something I'm uber excited about ya know. Like its just another day, with just some random person. And maybe it is. But I'm excited and I'm looking forward to it. I just can't help it. I tried to play it cool, and be like yeah I'm looking forward to it. But i'm not just looking forward to it I'm practically counting the hours. And we're really not even doing anything, its just the thought of him coming that makes me so happy. ok I'm cheesy and girlie and lame but i like me so fuck off you hateful downer people. I'm also super nervous too, jen understands all about what i'm talking about cause i talked to her and she goes through this all the time. My biggest fear is making a fool out of myself. I'd be miserable if that happened. i just want to have a great day and damn i dont even know if i can handle all the excitement. LOL!! |
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