So we were going to get back together, yeah I know I'm stupid but I was going crazy without him. We had an awesome weekend together, we went out Friday night and then cooked some steaks yesterday. We went to see Hoodwinked 2 which was really funny and just overall had a good time. I was stupidly thinking this would be great if it was like this all the time. Then bam he went and got drunk with his friends, came back mad as hell about something and then told me it was fucking over, that we were done done and he wasn't doing this ever again. I was like omg. So after he left I threw up, totally lost it crying. In my head I know this is best but in my heart I'm freaking out. I'm going crazy cause I know he won't be here in the morning.