So I'm sick still...even worse then I was earlier. I'm throwing up again. I feel like I've got the flu, isn't it too early for the flu?? I'm miserable, sitting up is an effort. I have to sit up though because every time I lay down Austin comes and sits on me, bouncing saying wake up mommy. I really wish I had some help. Though if Cliff came back right now it wouldn't be any help, he's sick too. You would think that maybe Austin's dad would help, but NO. He's fishing with his girlfriend and he has him this weekend. So why on Earth would he go out of his way to help me. I've got half a mind to just file for childsupport and get it over with. I'm so tired of playing these games with him. He never wants to help, taking Austin any extra is like asking him to pave a parking lot by hand by himself. My biggest problem is that I'm so sick I'm not sure I can make Austin go to bed. It sounds stupid but you have no idea the strength and willpower it takes to deal with an autistic child with adhd. The minute I say its time for bed he'll start losing it and I don't know if I'm ready for that right now. I just want to lay down. Grrrrr sometimes I hate my life. |
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