Its so hard for me to deal with this. I just want to be like come see me and come see me now. I can't handle seeing him maybe once a week. This isn't a relationship, its a freaking friend with benefits or something. We see each other, hang out and maybe have sex or maybe not. I'm getting slapped in the face with every sign that he's not that into me, he keeps telling me its just who he is and inside I'm miserable because I'm alone. I talk to guys I know who are friends more then I talk to him, I see them more then I see him. If you're dating someone don't you want to see them or be with them. At least tell them once in a while that you miss them. I'm beating my head into the desk, when we're together its a lot of fun but I'm literally miserable...and he's so fucking disconnected. Everyone keeps saying it just sounds like he's not into me...but then Jennifer sees us together and says we are great for each other. Argh!! I can't handle a disconnected relationship, I just can't.
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