you know you can tell me i'm a bitch, you can tell me I don't care about anyone but myself but you know that i put my son first. Doesn't matter what I want or need if he needs something he gets it. There are some things that make me mad and some people that set me off and yes you're fucking one of them. Tell me how you can pay 20 bucks for a movie 16 bucks for a huge box of condoms but then look at me and say put the diapers back I can't afford them. ok i know we're not together anymore, i didnt really want to go to walmart with you but you asked me and i didnt want to go home yet. i should have stayed home, i should have been smarter then that. because you have this way about you that hurts me deep, every word out of your mouth is nasty towards me. i've pretty much stopped you every time you've tried to argue with me because i'm not doing it anymore...we're not together so i dont have to listen isn't that what you told me...so why do i have to listen to your shit. the accident on the interstate today that we got stuck behind isn't my fault, the fact that the car is leaking antifreeze and the temp gauge keeps going to hot isn't my fault....you told me it wasnt all that important right now because its just a small pin hole that leaks only sometimes, and you know this how...since you keep telling me you don't know where the problem is. i'm a fucking moron because i dont understand something but yet you're a fucking genius and regardless of what i know, i'm just plain stupid right. fuck you. im mad over Austin's balloon. yeah i know its a one dollar balloon that you can easily replace tomorrow but your lack of consideration, the fact that you never think and your sheer stupidity in the situation makes me mad. you know its there, i know its there, its in the car you bitched cause it was blocking your vision well its not anymore now is it. i know you feel bad, and you should. do you realize that everytime i've put Austin in the car or anything in the car at all i've been really freaking careful not to let it out. Why did you open the drivers door and the back door on the drivers side anyway? we're sitting in the car and you're just freezing us. but nope you dont use your common sense and the damn things blows out the drivers door and Austin starts to cry. and you wonder why i'm aggravated. because you call me a fucking moron but yet i'm smarter then you. you know that balloon means more to him then any of those 20 dollar toys you buy to make up for not being there. damn you make me so mad. then you keep asking me what my fucking problem is and get mad when i say nothing. i was married to you for a few years i know how this game goes, you ask me whats wrong, i tell you, you get pissed off and yell at me and tell me that i'm wrong and that what i feel and think can't be what i feel and think because you say so. YOU ARE A CLASSIC VERBAL ABUSER!!! When you've been with your current gf for a little while she'll start to experience it, its the way you talk to your mom too and anyone thats around you that you feel are beneath you. sorry but this girl isn't playing your games anymore. and if i ever catch you talking to austin like that i'll remove your reason for living. |
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