I'm so lost. I mean I literally don't know what to do or how to get through to him. When most people have a problem or worry about something they tell someone about it. They tell their girlfriends or whoever whats going on and then they go from their. They don't fucking hide shit, then get pissed off when their girl doesn't understand why they are acting all fucking weird. I'm afraid I'm going to have to end this relationship before I end up hurt. I'm a wreck, and I shouldn't ever put myself through this, I know that. I almost dread talking to him because I never say the right thing, I never do the right thing. Its like I'm expected to read his fucking mind. But then when I expect him to read my mind he acts like an ass about it. I'm having a very hard time with this, I'm going to have to just stop trying so hard and put some distance between us. Everytime I see him or talk to him my heart expands until he pops my bubble with that insistant pin he insists on carrying around with him. I don't have the heart to deal with this. I'm too sweet and too nice to let him turn me into this heartless hateful person that I'm slowly transforming into. |
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