Ok so there is this girl who claims that she really cares about me and loves me. But I'm starting to get aggravated because no matter how many times I ask how she is or check on her she never seems to care about me. Like she will say she's always here for me but I don't feel it. It's sad to see her get hurt so many times too and expect me to just be like whatever and not tell her the relationship she is in is bad. But whatever, if she has to pretend to her boyfriend that I don't exist that's fine. It shows where I stand in her life.
News for the person that does know about this will understand. JOSH IS HOME!!! I'm so happy. I love him so much its great that he's home. It's a long story and only the closest people to me know what happened.
I do want to thank Lora for holding me up through all this. If it wasn't for the hours you spent talking to me online I don't think I would have gotten through those nights as well as I did. I love you girl!!! I'll remember you at Christmas!!